Mistake

"I'm sorry. . . I just feel like I made a mistake . . ."

Have you ever heard those words and felt your heart just break? My eyes are swelling with tears, my heart is broken. A guy that I truly love and care for just broke my heart for the second time.

I honestly believed that this time it would be different. I always believe that there's hope for a better and brighter future. But, life has a funny way of saying "that's not in the plan". And I have to believe that God believes in me enough to know that this isn't right, at least for now.

Tonight I cried for the first time in a long time. I've convinced myself that I don't need to feel emotion because it's too hard to deal with. But today I have to admit- I hurt, and that's okay.

I know how it feels. I know what it is like.
i.am.my.own. best friend.