Last night/this morning has been weird. I half feel lost in my own life and half feel frustrated because of choices I've made in the past that are directly impacting my life now. Sometimes I wonder why I make certain choices... I miss my Utah "family". I miss being where it actually felt like home. Being in VA doesn't feel as homey as it did back when I was a kid. I am beginning to question why I came here in the first place.
I miss Utah a lot.
I will admit, I cried myself to sleep last night.
Why is it that as soon as I move completely across the country, that I find myself missing everything I left?
I'm putting this out into the void, and if anyone has any advice for someone who feels completely lost.... Please share.
- J
