Tonight I realized something. I realized that when I am lonely, I will do ANYTHING to get rid of that feeling. But I also realize that I've been looking at this one sided- the "bad" things. I would've done anything bad in the past to feel less alone. Kiss for the heck of it. Kiss for fun. Kiss random strangers for all I know. But if I am getting that lonely feeling creeping back in, should I do "good" things. I should read my scriptures, and pray, and find peace through patience. I should talk to good friends and help them, by serving them.
I saw this quote from John that said: "When I'm sad, I stop being sad and be awesome instead."
So, stop moping and slipping into bad habits, or thoughts. That's my advice for the evening.
I know how it feels. I know what it is like.
i.am.my.own. best friend.
